We are getting there with the COVID vaccine rollout. Even my grandchildren are booked.
I get that everyone has had enough of this pandemic. But let's not trip before we reach the end.
Wave 3 is flattening a little. And no one wants a Wave 4.
I see people saying if so and so can do that like golf then I can do this or that. No follow the rules.
I am finding being outside has given me some new energy. Just being outside helps.
There is a major construction in the filed beside me so I can also watch the trucks come and go.
And clean tons of dust from outside tables and my car. LOL
I am starting to look at some short little day trips somewhere safe and with the rules.
I have a stack of books for summer reading. Another stack of magazines.
I keep pen and paper handy for ideas, reflections and thoughts.
For me it is so hard to believe that Adolph has been gone almost a year. I miss him every day.
So many memories have surfaced.
My grief is going to a different level. He would want me to live. He would want me to enjoy my life. He was thankful for my love and support.
So I can live and do things and miss him every day. I can be happy and sad. I am still looking for the happy. He would want it for me.
Maybe I can readjust my bucket list!
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