MAY REFLECTIONS ON EVERYTHING

 We are getting there with the COVID vaccine rollout. Even my grandchildren are booked.

I get that everyone has had enough of this pandemic. But let's not trip before we reach the end.

Wave 3 is flattening a little. And no one wants a Wave 4. 

I see people saying if so and so can do that like golf then I can do this or that. No follow the rules.

I am finding being outside has given me some new energy. Just being outside helps.

There is a major construction in the filed beside me so I can also watch the trucks come and go.

And clean tons of dust from outside tables and my car. LOL

I am starting to look at some short little day trips somewhere safe and with the rules.

I have a stack of books for summer reading. Another stack of magazines. 

I keep pen and paper handy for ideas, reflections and thoughts. 

For me it is so hard to believe that Adolph has been gone almost a year. I miss him every day.

So many memories have surfaced.

My grief is going to a different level. He would want me to live. He would want me to enjoy my life. He was thankful for my love and support. 

So I can live and do things and miss him every day. I can be happy and sad. I am still looking for the happy. He would want it for me.

Maybe I can readjust my bucket list!

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